Alexa, it is impossible for me to comment your blog

I figured if I put it in the subject line, you'd be more likely to notice. But yeah, I've tried commenting your last 2 blogs and was unable to so idk what's up with that.

I listened to "A Conversation" from BH's 2nd album, not a light task. It made me think a lot though.

My mom and I talked today about my situation with Jon. I basically told her I was sick of this happening and I'm establishing a 6 month rule from now until I find my soulmate because I feel like it's totally doable to get out of that unscathed....maybe 3 months would be better.

I've had this feeling of complete peace about this whole situation for the past 3 or 4 days and I couldn't put a finger on where and when I've felt it before. I realized that it was right before Jon and I started dating. He told me at the Raleys' house that we would never date because we lived so far away and instead of getting upset at rejection or whatever it was, I just went home. In the car this peace just kind of settled on me and I knew that everything was going to work out the way it was supposed to, either way. I guess things often end as they begin, luckily in this situation it was with hope for the future instead of the sting of loss.

I find I can't listen to Bradley Hathaway anymore, but that I enjoy all of my other music a lot more, since music is so rarely about life being perfect.

Jon asked if I had kissed John Gold on Friday when we were all in Ybor. I said that was pretty much the last thing that I would do with John Gold....I feel like him kissing a girl would just cause his fragile heart to break with no explanation or reason. I do, however, love that kid with all of my heart.