Don't depend on me to ever follow through on anything.

I came upon this while creeping on Facebook:
"here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)"
-EE Cummings

I'm in another play. That brings the grand total to three at the moment, until The Producers is over, but I'm not really in that so much as I'm just there for it to suck the life out of me. Sup "Othello" and "Death of a Salesman"? I'm pretty sure if I were to ever get a relatively large part, my relationship would be over due to the fact that not talking to me for a week has almost sent JO on a one-way trip to Crazy Town and that's just with me crewing a show.

In other news: Roger and Ashley are going to be on "Engaged and Underaged" on MTV. I have mixed feelings on that. One one hand, I get to go to a wedding that'll be on tv (Catherine said I need to slut it up so they'll film me), on the other hand, never have I watched that show and said, "Oh, that relationship is going to last."

I have a bacterial infection in my left foot. It sucks since I've been spending roughly six hours straight for a few days on my feet.

I'm going to Washington officially now next semester. The things I thought were reasons to stay apparently aren't, I thought about the pros and cons over the past few days.

I feel like I've just been really down lately: I feel like it's a mix of not talking to JO, Lauren threatening to take me to a commune if I were ever to get engaged to JO (which isn't on the table by any means, but I feel like she'd just do it randomly if we were dating too long for her liking), me having some weird awkward not-talking-to time with a good friend of mine, show stress, study abroad stress, infected foot, school stress, feeling like I suck at life stress, and I'm sad because JO doesn't want to drive in snow when he comes and sees me and it's going to snow when he's supposed to come see me.

Howevs, summer is looking up: Panama City Beach with the Raleys sometime in May, Keys in May, Cornerstone possibly, not having to live in Brooksville. Pretty stoked on that.